APAT NA ORAS AT KALAHATI.

... na akong nakababad dito sa net shop. tamag-tama. its 6pm. log-out ako ng 6:30 para pagdating ko sa bahay 7pm na. wala nang tao dahil sila ay nasa HS na for an event organized by the parents themselves. then i dont have to worry about seeing their faces and looking straight to mumma's eyes like i was the most EVIL, CRUEL kid ever raised. GAWD. nakakapraniiiing.
tapos andami pang umeepal sa earth. haynaku. pathogens are giving me EPISTAXIS.

i wanna take pictures of pictures and tons of pictures again. its sooo kyutness.

i wanna stay here till tomorrow.

i dont wanna go home.

arrrggghhh.

i love dishwalla. i love the vox. bwahaha. leave chris carraba behind. sooo kyut.

im loving my new multiply account. walang WATCHFUL EYES. YEHEY.

praktis bukas ng CAPPING. NO REHEARSAL NO CAPPING DAW. ok IM IN.

tapos na ang UDAYS. normal classes again.

i miss the main campus. ayan tuloy nagkandaligaw ako sa paglabas kanina. pasensya, di po ako sanay. as in hello.

masakit na ang batok ko. OUCH. OUCH.

pati likod ko. ARRRUUUUY...

miss ko na ang mga CEBUANO. lab JAY. =D adek.

paalam muna blogspot. anggulo.

xoxo.

this time again.

another entry to my write-or-not blog. after 499 years i came back to blogspot, which i think is more convenient [although i much much much like blogging at friendster. its very conjusive. that's weird enough of me. //_+]

anyway, what about today's blog entry?

i desperately want a new phone and i should have one not later than next week.

finally, i saw cueshe's pasensya na vid. ruben's move + jay's dance steps = ahhh awesome.

im really loving silver now. i dont know why. i have to buy that silver shoes. im sure it will go well with the yellow shirt i bought last last week which i never got the chance to wear. oh sadness.

birthday's coming. its our DR/nursery assignment. handling a delivery still torments me. oh GOD help.

i want many things nowadays and i want to satisfy myself with the things i want. i know i cant buy happiness but at least it makes me forget other things which i ought not to state anymore.

i love nickelback's how you remind me, dashboard confessional's several ways to die trying and hale's wishing.

i lost 2kgs. yep as in KILOGRAMS not POUNDS. beat my diet if you can. =D

capping's still up. thank heavens i survived.

that's it for this entry.

au revoir.

hello blogspot.

...im back! its been a long time since i last wrote here. ive been busy over the past few months that i nearly forgot i have a blogspot to maintain. anyhow, so many things happened over the past few months. some came, some left.

summer was a busy season for me. loads of hanging out there, outing here, and of course SCHOOL. im glad im finally BSN3F. yipeeeee!!! im a survivor. lolz.

cant talk about what happened to me, coz it still hurts. eventhough i keep telling myself that i moved on. said goodbye and forgot that certain person, i still cant accept the fact that that certain person had forgotten me in just a blink of an eye -- without me knowing whats the real reason. maybe that certain person found someone who is WAY MUCH BETTER THAN ME. i hope that certain person is HAPPY coz ill be happy for that person. too.(getz) haha.

okay, gtg. my mind is sizzling this NCM200 exam. haha. GOD BLESS ME.

dead week.

oh yea, sportsfest again. a whoLe week with no class and a week full of sports events, 5 colleges compete with each other.. whew, i may not be involved in any activities but hey, i still support my college -- the great college of nursing. but yea, i must admit, the cheering performance of the red team made me want to take off my college tshirt. last year's cheering is way much better than this year. wow, from being first place last year to being last place this year. oh well, at least im just one of the hundred spectators -- im not the one who dances and shouts out there anyway.but hey, its still my college.

oh well, on to the more exciting part (err, did i say exciting?) hhhmmm... i do less blogging nowadays. i just felt that my life has been very busy beginning this year that i didnt felt the need to transfer any thought anymore. haha. i just hope something unusual will happen to me this year so that i could highlight this blog with an 'all-kwento' post.

so there it is, im not yet ready for my hepa test, but i have to coz i cant escape it. oh well, GOD BLESS ME... =)

happy holidays.

happy new year! good bye 2006, heLLo 2007! but hey i cant seem to leave the memories of 2006. the previous year has been extra special for me. it was full of first times an unforgettable moments. 2006 is the year when i finally entered the legal age. looking back through that year is very good, i was able to hold HiS hands... that was the nicest part of my Life... and hey, it was the first time that i spent the summer days at school. that was tyhe best.

okay, enough of reminiscing, i must hold up to my motto: forget the past and press on to the future. uhm, well, classes has just started and i cant seem to have enough of my so called Christmas break. we were busy doing our documentary for our English 4 literature course that i have almost forget that we are on vacation from school. schoolworks are mess, exactly. i hate the teacher very much for giving such expensive project to do. we have lack of time. i hate her! again, enough of that cursing, lets get it on!

my new years resolution? i promise that after Rubens birthday, i would have enough of him and be serious in my life. i cant be stuck crazily in love with him. i need to be mature and move on, realize that he is JUST a mere illusion and will be forever reamin as a dream that will never be able to come true. sadness. i have to let him go... oh well, im still a cueshean, by heart, mind and soul. i devotedly LOVE their music.

issshhhh.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS CHEERS to 07!!!

exam week fuzz.

alas! 7 subjects down, 2 to go... i wonder how did i survived those exams without really putting much attention to it. yeah, i did answer some 'kagagahan',and i made a fool out of it. i still cant stop laughing about those answers, they just popped out of my crazy mind, i guess. this week has been enormous, at least for me. this whole madness just cant stop wandering in my veins... everyday of my is a lie. smiling on the outside, hurting on the inside. beat that? hhmmm... i guessed thats just the way it is. ill just try to make myself happy just as i try to make others laugh. you know how i hate sad and heavy atmosphere.

on to the highlights of this week... brewdit's fall from her 'medyo taas takon nga shoe' was hilarious! though, i think she is not hurt, the shame on her part is extremely -- agh shameful. but well, she carried it well,i cant stop laughing with the thought of it though...

also, the patintero with the manong guard in order for us to go inside the classroom even if its not our exam time yet is the best. i had fun running and hiding from the guards!

oh well... thats all for now. gotta go and find some real gift to, whoelse but, RUBEN...

heart of mine.

"Heart of mine, how can you keep from dying stop reminiscin', who is HE kissing..."

this songline makes me drool. yep. maybe i should stop reminiscin' who is he kissing??? hahaha... i seldom talk about love [except for my undying and hopeless love for ruben, of course]. i find it corny to talk about that matter, seriously. somehow, i cant relate to it. i dont know why. hehe, im still young and i still dont know what the 'game of love' means... you know...

oh well, just continue singing...

"Heart of mine, oh what's the use in tryin 'no one can mend you now..."

pyrogen attack.

okay, im not feeling well this last few days, blame my little brother for letting me go outside just to buy cooking oil last rainy weekend. my nasal cavity are stucked.. eww.. with phlegm. my head is heavy and my little voice is quite different. huh, thankz to myself for not applying interventions. i know that prevention is better than cure nut im just too stubborn to apply it. hehe, now, i am expecting that those pyrogens will attack sometime this week, exam week, but hey i can carry myself well. God bless me.

3 subjects down, 5 to go!